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Sunday, September 2, 2007
haiis ,iim feeling farking dOwn now .hubby & me quarrelled ytd ( his fault )today ( my fault )what shuld ie do ?!iim really sOrriew darliin ,ie nOe iim too close with tt guy ..ie shuldnt be tOkking to guys in class ..iim sOrriew , really am .just nOw uu msg me ,"I'm very tired of everything .. It's enough.. I need u by my side now.. Can u ? "haiis ,ie felt so farking sad reading this msg ,once again , ie have to say ..I CANT BE THERE FOR UU & ITS KILLING ME !!!!hais .what shuld ie do , iim thinking of ALOT of negative things NOW !!ie wanna keep mye prOmises ,but will brking my prOmises made lyfe happier for uu ?haiis ..RAAAAHHHH , iim gg crazy .darliin . ILOVEYOU , ie really do .iim really SORRIEW .haiis , forgive me please ?& haiis .. sOrriew ie cant be there for uu ..somehow , uu niid my appearance but iim nort there ..iim really very upset abt this .haiis.what shuld ie do ?haiis, D=LAOPO END HERE O2O9O7 11:28pmiim such a pathetic girlfriend ..
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hmm , very very long neber post le ..CASANDRA here .hahahas :Dmy com spoil so didnt get to post ,nOw at my auntie's hus , so took the chance to use her com .shure uu guys saw my darliin laogong post riite ?SOOO SWEET <33haiis , really wish the tyme can go bakk .seriously , do uu think ie shuld ever go hm ?cause ie really feel maybe nort gg hm den ie can be there for hubby le.ie really wanna be there for him ,but ie simply have no freedom at all .haiis,everytyme he ask me out .. ie simply have to reject him .each mOment ie reject him , ie really feel very bad & sad .ie keep asking myself , do ie deserve him ?ie cant be there for him , ie simply cant .when he's lonely , ie cant be there .when he's sad , ie cant be there to cheer him up .when he's angry , ie cant be there to calm him down .when he's happy , ie cant be there to share his happiness .he have to COPE with everything BY HIMSELF .ie always ask myself , is this fair towards him ..haiis ,at the last day of my run away ,we sat at cine .. chatted , ie cried ..cause ie really dun wanna go hm ,ie really dun wanna lose all this happiness ie have with him AT TT MOMENT .haiis , ie lent me his shoulder as ie cried & he wipe mye tears away .ie noe he is feeling very sad ,he advise me to go hm , tho he noe ,once ie step bakk hm .(yuwen told me she cOr him & ask for me & she heard him crying .)ie cant be there for him anymore .the moment when iim walking to the bus stop , ie really feel very very down .mye heart felt so sour .haiis , but ie ended up gg hm .ie really lOve him alot .ie seriously do ..ie sometymes wanna run away again , SO IE CANT BE WITH HIM .but he dun wan me to.haiis ,how ie wish mye parents can just see the lOve we have for each other .& approve us .nOw ,ie just wish to BE THERE FOR HIM .but can ie ? no ie cant ..haiis , ie nOe he understands my situation , but ie believe he will sometymes STILL feel very down .he keep saying he's willing to wait , iim really happy to hear him say tt .darliin , lets nort leave each other ..till our parents FINALLY approve us one day okk ?lying in ur arms , just make me feel soo comfortable .just 2 days ago, ie go meet uu at ur hus ,the moment uu saw me , uu hugged me soo tightly .ie really felt soo happy & lucky at tt moment .ie really feel very satifised.darliin , OUR PROMISES lies in our hands .as long as uu dun let go , ie wunt let go .we will LAST till eternity ,cause baby .. I LOVE UU , IE REALLY DO ..LOVING uu , SOOOOO much ..muuuuuuuuuuuacks ,ie MISS uu till NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS IT .& wanna say ,sOrriew ie cant be lyk nOrmals gfs ,ie cant be there for uu ..haiis ..iim really sOrriew , thks for willing to suffer w me .ILOVEYOU .woaini <33LAOPO ENDHERE O20907 08:23pmILOVEYOU FOREVER.dun ever leave me okk ?
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