Friday, October 31, 2008

Thks for this wonderful gift , my dear mi fong.
ie love it tons.
its a beauty!

Anws , went to kaming hus.
its like 5 months since ie went up .
his bed are still as comfortable as ever .
seriously , ie love lying on his bed than my bed.
cause , ie rly find his bed very very comfortable =D

BUTTT , thr's something more comfortable than his bed.
that's his arm
hehehe!
warm , comfortable and secure.
3 in 1.
lOl!

anws.
oh , ie forgot to mention abt the contact lens ie bought for him .
was thinking too much on his gift .
forget to write abt the contact lens.
he say its nort bad.
But , he's such a show off >.<
say his eyes alr brown .
But , its true laaa .
SO WHAT , mine oso lorrr =p

Hahaha , ie wanna watch coffin.
Hurry bring me go watch coffin!
raaahhhhhh =.=

ps : Thks boy.
I love it , including you <3
muuuuacks ~

9:51 AM

Thursday, October 30, 2008

WELCOME BACK KAMING ;D

Hahahahas , actually ie was soo happy that ure back .
ie dont noe why -.-'
But ie feel thr's a stranger feelings btn us .
like , dont noe how to say .

u said u bought a prezzie for me in aus.
aww , so sweet of u .
im dying to noe what it is ,
no matter what , ie will LOVE it .
Hahahahas =D
anws , ie was so hoping u could come to my hus warming.
suay suay , is on ur sister wedidng day .
so ... this cant help it one.
nvm , u any time oso can come my hus de maaa =/

congrats ur sis for me yeah ?

tmr meeting u in the morning .
Hahaha , ie wanna eat laksa ,
will u bring me go eat laksa?
Heh~
alrights ,
call u ltr.
Byeeeee!

9:29 AM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

UPDATES AGAIN

2AM AND HE IS NORT BACK YET !

fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk !
what is this !!!!
asssssssssss.
screw the aeroplane , screw the airport , screw the pilot.
why so long one ?!!!

im getting super impatient .
tmr ie have work , but ie dunwans sleep until ie hear his voiceee =c

11:13 AM

more updates.

Lastest news frm his bro .
kaming will only be back at mid night.
fcuk my day off !

I'm indeed very disappointed.
ie just spent my rare day off at home.
shags ~
cant express how unhappy ie am .
Who on earth come back frm aus at midnight?!!
wtf .

8:04 AM

DAY23

YESS . today is my OFF-DAY.
and im fcuking hell spending my day at homee !
why ?
cause ie haven recieve a call frm kaming.
wtf !
super pissed off laaaa.

Everything just doesnt go the way ie planned.
what time will he be back ?
will he even book out today ?
shags !
its so hard for me to get a fcuking off day .
and , ie get an off day spending my day at home.
its 5:16pm NOW and ie spent half of my off day at home alr.

KAMING .
u better appear in sg this instance and ask me out for a movieeee =/
Hahahaas !
ok . im going crazy .

hurry come back la.

2:14 AM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

DAY 22
tmr , MY OFF DAY .
tmr , ur return .
But , im worried -.-'
scare u wunt be bking out tmr .. den ie take off for nothing alr.
shags ~
hope u can bk out man !

anws , ie now have 2 plaster on my finger =c
cause ie accidently cut myself when ie was working.
when u come back .. ie let u see my cuts.
Hahahaha =D

Think u sleeping now right?
gooodnites and sweetdreaaaam ;D
TMR , call me when u come back to sg alrights?

11:37 AM

Monday, October 27, 2008

DAY 21

Wah , its 3 weeks alr.
but u will only be back on wed.

Let me tell u a goood news.
ie manage to get another leave on WED.
Hope can see u when u bk out.
im tried so hard to get leave just cause ure coming back.
When ie tot u are coming back on sun .
I tried to avoid going work .
Now , ie noe u coming back on wed ...
again , ie tried to ask my supervisor to give me a day offf .

shags ~
im so afraid to get disappointed.
what if u dont wants to meet when u come back .
will ie be disappointed ?
arrrggggh .
suan liao , dont noe why im trying so hard oso -.-'
well , 2 moree days , u are backkkkk ;D

Have a goood sleep , sweetdreaaams <3

10:30 AM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

DAY 20

A day ie thought ure suppose to be home.
lOl ,
but ur bro gave me the wrong date !!

nvm , just only 3 days ltr.
Hahahaha , dont noe why im getting so anxious to seeing u.
still remember u msg me ' wait for me to come back ok ? '
lOl!
am ie consider waiting for u to come back ..?
hmmmmm =/

Alrights laa ,
ie nv work today .
Why , caused ..
ie did some tricks.
every nite suppose to on my alarm clock maa .

Last nite , ie didnt.
ie told myself , if is fated for me to work .
My maid will call me , if nort she wunt.
and , SHE didnt call me =D
so , ie got an off day .
But disappointing thing is , off-ed at the wrong day.
RAHHH , kill u la.

Enjoy a good dinner tuck urself into bed
and have a good sleep ,
CAUSE 3 days ltr , u will be back in singaporee=D

2:27 AM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

DAY 19

well , u coming back like in a few hours time?!

wasted ie cant take leave for tmr.
shags ~
ie oso scare can take leave u end up say dont wants meet.
ie shure angry de.
So anws ,
come back tmr , call me if u wan ba.
If ie nv ans means im working .
if ie ans , means im free.
LOL.

Alrights laa ,
goodnittes , have a good nite sleep .
tmr , ure back in SINGAPORE !
woohooo ~

12:32 PM

Friday, October 24, 2008

DAY 18

Boy ,
Hahahas ,
ure back on like sunday ?!
Im soo happy =D
hahahas .

alrights , gooodnites .
sweetdreaaams <3

11:51 AM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

DAY 17

2 DAYS till ur arrival .
Haha.

Lazy to write whatever happened.

Hope u have a good sleep and look fresh when u come back frm
aus Ok ?
gooodniites , swtdreaaaams <3

10:59 AM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

DAY 16
Today something happened at work .
make me unhappy.
due to my carelessness , ie had to pay the company $58.
sobs *

Alrights.

No mood to blog .
eat full full ok ?
Left 3 days to ur return !!
Hahahahas =D
gooodniitess , sweetdreeaaaam <3

9:39 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

DAY 15

Hellos!
Today is my first day of work worhs.
Hahaha , dont worry peeps thr are rly friendly. =]

Tadaaa , look. my own name tag =p

Alrights , tho things went well today .
I felt unhappy.
WHY ?
because , ie cant choose my off day .
Haiis =C
most probably , my off day will only be on WEEKDAYS.
which u will be in camp .

See laa , everytime can meet u ,
u keep dontwans to meet me.
NOW , its so hard to see u liiao laaa.
idiot.
maybe its good to u baa ,
fang zheng .. u oso nort interested to meet me de. -.-'
But , somehow ..
it rly makes me fcuking sad .
even in the bus , ie felt like crying.
ie was like ' Haiis =c how? so hard to see u liiaoo . '

Haiis , anws.
5 .. eh no .
cause its past 12am ..
its 4 more days till ur return .
and ie dont think ie can see u =C
shags !!!!
pehhhchekk laa.

ie go sleep le baa .
may u have the sweetest dreamm of all , once agains.
Goodnite , mi fong.

9:27 AM

Monday, October 20, 2008

DAY 14

Alrights.
One good news , ie managed to get a job in SASA =D
dunnoe for u is gd news nort.
but , it is to me .
at least now , ie have income.
Hahahaas.
but , location ..
u might be alil unhappy.
its at bugis junction .

Ure coming back so soon .
Yay !!
hehee ,
alrights.
im going to eat my dinner now.
U eat full full too uh .
and , tonight.
AGAINS , may u have the sweetest dreamm ever <3

ps: counting down , 6 days =D

4:09 AM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

DAY 13

7 more days.
sweett <3

Alriights , more and more ppl are spamming my blog.
shags ~
nvm .

think u shuld be having ur dinner in aus now?
eat full full yeah .
and , sleep ealry tonight.
goodnites ,
sweetdreaaams <3

ps : counting down , 7 more days.

3:44 AM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

DAY 12

Haha ,
counting down to his return liao ..
8 more days ;D

Gosh , why am ie so happy abt it.
rahh .
alrights ,
going to ahma hus ltr on .
so , here is an early goodnite wish uh .

Sleep tight , and
ch0colate dreamms <3

ps: 8 MORE FCUKING DAYS TO GOOOOO =C

4:01 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008

DAY 11

Someone claim to be ur gf.
But , ie wunt believe .
until , u admit it urself =D

well , ie might be getting the job in SASA ,
hopefully ..
ie got it =D
hahaas,

did u notice?
Today is 17!
wow , we alr broke up for 5 months ,
if ie dont count the patch thing.
cause it only lasted less den a week den u said brk agains.
WE actually broke up for 5 months alr.
and still ..
my love for u is so over whelming.
shags ~
the same old words ,
' WHAT CURSE DID U PUT ON ME !! '
hehe !

anws.
ure coming back in ...
9 more days?
Hahahas , well ..
no idea why im so excited -.-'

alrights ,
wonder if aus food is nice?
is it all the western food?
LOL.
does it suit ur taste?
LOL , eat full full uh .
goodnites , sweet dreams ♥

3:09 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

DAY 10

Today ,
thr's a job at expo , bkfair sales.
only for 7 days.
21-28 oct .

im thinking abt going.
cause , $5/hr rly nort bad liiao .
9am-10pm.
However, u will be coming back on 26.

ie oso dont know why ..
this rly made me pause,
should ie go and take this job?
My heart keeps telling me , ie wanna go find u immdly once u reach aus.
But ,
Hahhaa , u even before u go aus also dont wants to meet me.
ie think , u come back also wont baa.

ie think ie will be taking up this job if ie nv get the SASA job.
ie dont wants ltr dont work because of u .
den u end up saying ' ie dont wants to meet '

Why should ie hurt myself when ie noe ie will get hurt.

Hmm . anws ,
have a sweetest sweetest dream ever , remember to cover blanket uh =D
goodnites <3

5:11 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

DAY 9

Hmm , today ie wen for a one day job thing.
thought ie would be able tod o a good sales with my friends and earn some $$$
however , did not manage to earn any .
shags ~

anws ,
ie was walking in PS and ie loooked at couple lap stuff .
and , saw one cute couple thing.
first thing ie tot ,
' how cute will km and me look wearing this '
Hahas , but ..
nah , dont think we will ever wear it ,
NOT cause we will nv patch .
cause up to now , still nort shure if our relationship still got help nort.
well , im nort predicting the future.
what ie meant was ..
kaming isnt those type who likes to wear couple stuff.
Hahahas,
so .. dont think we will ever buy that .

NVM , at least we got a matching contact lens.
hehe !
so , its ard 2 in aus now.
must be in ur dreamland now.
Hah !
goodnites and sweetdreammmms <3

8:57 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

DAY 8

days seems to pass by so slowly.
up to now , only 8 days !!
=C

alrights , anws.
recieved a call from him.
AGAIN , ie dont know if ie should be happy or nort.
Haiis .

im rly afraid that if ie show him ie care for him ,
he wouldnt treat me nice anymoree.
so , now is 9.17pm ..
should be ard 11 pm at aus?
think ure sleeping soundly alr.

goodnites , sugar dreams <3

6:15 AM

Monday, October 13, 2008

DAY 7

Today , ie ask myself .
what am ie afraid of.
Yes , ie realise ,
im afraid of trusting u , im afraid of getting hurt.

each time , ie trusts u ..
ie ended up getting hurt.

hmm , anws .
have been having some negative thought .
cause ie cant seems to think abt anything positive.
shags ~

anws , hope u wear more jacket in aus uh ?
u said its cold right?
hope u dont get flu .
cover blanket when u sleeping.
goodnites and may u have the sweetest dream of all !!

7:16 AM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

DAY 6

hmm , today is special .
cause , ie recieve msg and call frm him.

But .. seriously , ie dont know if ie shuld be happy or nort.
Yes , ie admit ie was jumping for joy when ie recieve his msg .
ie couldnt stop reading them .
ie open my inbox and read his msg over and over again.
smiled non stop .

But , when ie think abt ..
why when ie care for him , he doesnt care for me.
when ie ask him to stop contacting me ..
he starts treating me so nice .
why must he like that ?

Haiis D=
seriously , half of my heart have alr give up on this relationship ..
give up on him.

On monday , ie was alr too tired .
He rly hurt me alot alot on that day .
Haiis , sometimes ie wonder ..
do u actually love me?
Why sometimes , ie find it hard to believe that u love me.
seriously .. im rly tired alr.
im tired of getting hurt , im sick of always chasing after u ..
But , why ie find it so difficult to let go .

Anws , hmm ..
tho ie get to hear his voice for less den 2 mins , but ..
im satifised .
it alr made me smile so wide.
Hahahas =/

alrights , goodnites.
sugar dreams <3

7:00 AM

Saturday, October 11, 2008

DAY 5

ie had this wonderful dream last night .
ie dreamt me walking into the church in my wedding dress .
Hahahas , and he standing at the front smiling at me widely in his suit.
all of the sudden , skipped part and we was at home .
ie cooked breakfast while he put his arms ard my tummy watching me cook .

Gosh ! how ie wish ie didnt woke up.
ie woke up at 2pm and ie forced myself to fall asleep again .
ie wanna continue to dream .
somehow , ie couldnt.
sobs !

But , it was a super good dream last night.
Hahahas =D

ie wonder , did he dream of me?
how ie wish ie can hear his voice right now.
gOsh , why am ie missing him so much !
arrgghh .
alrights , ie wunt be able to blog tonight .
going to my grandparents house.
So ,
here's an early goodnite wish .
nites :D
ch0colate dreams ♥

2:29 AM

Friday, October 10, 2008

DAY 4

Until we can be together again
Look down at your hands
And whenever you feel as though you're all alone
Remember that when we are side by side and
I grab your hand
My fingers fit perfectly into that empty space
I can't wait til I see you again

im missing you so much , Haiis.
what are u doing now?
thats what ie wanna ask.
do u miss me as much as ie miss u ?
thats what ie wonder.
can u sense how much ie love u ,
thats what ie wan to u.
alrights ,
hope u train hard today hor.
Goodniites , sleep well uh .
Sugar dreams :D

7:50 AM

Thursday, October 9, 2008

DAY 3

Hmm , third day since ure away .
I'm missing u so much so much ,
wondering what ure doing now?
Having fun ?
Training hard?
No matter what , ie hope ure doing well .
SLEEP tight , sugar dreams ♥

6:48 AM

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

DAY 2

hmm ,
just played my maple finish .
Hahahas , today gonna sleep early ..
cause , tmr have to go interview .
ie noe he's going to be worry , will he?
ie noe he will ..
well , ie suppose he would , cause he told me he would.
Hahahas , dont know why he just doesnt like me to work.
but ,
im going to work !
$$$$$$$ .

alrights , so .. Hope ure doing well at aus baaa .
SLEEP TIGHT , sugar dreams .

8:27 AM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

DAY 1

its 5am now , wonder what time is it at Aus ?
Thinking alot right now.
well , going to get some sleep .
hope ure having a wonderful sleep too ..
sugar dreams.

2:07 PM

Monday, October 6, 2008

Whenever ie tried to tokk , u nv listen.
Yes , just like today ..
ie wanna let u understand , but u didnt give a damn .
' kp , dont come lecture me ' Thats what u said ,

will that benefit this relationship ?
does that helps to improve this relationship ?
is that how a ' mature' kid shuld tokk ?

well, if it is .. by all means .. continue.

But , to me .. its clearly nort beneficial to this relationship .
its TOTALLY nort improbing this relationship ..
thats why , it has become so jialiat ,
it isnt mature at all .

Well , but why shuld ie care when u doesnt right?
since u dun care abt this relationship ..
den ie wunt anymoree .

Byebye .

10:31 PM

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Guess everything worked out well at the begining .
so well that ie tot everything will be different.
So well that ie forget im nort suppose to have hope.

But now , everything is falling apart.
Maybe everything shuld go back to whr it started.
Maybe , thats a better way .
Maybe u have ur own thinking , But ie have mine too .
and im shure its different thats why we will quarrel so much .
Maybe thr's too much misunderstanding ?
I dontknow.
But , what has happened , happen.

Maybe one day ie look back , ure gone ..
Maybe one day , u look back , im gone ..
But dont worries , our memory will always be in my heart .
Only thing , our memory has become part of my story , part of my life.

Byebye .

1:00 AM

Saturday, October 4, 2008

You are on my heart , just like a tatoo , Living every moment , ie will nv regret .
Memories of u , marks every thing ie do .

credited : melvin Ahgong.

Yes , u are just like a tattoo , once thr forever thr.
Only way , is to cut of that piece of skin / laser it off , yups ..
But u wuld have to go thru a lot of pain doing that .
Yes , thats why ..
letting u go is the most suffering and painful thing on earth .
cause , the tattoo make on my heart is so so so deeply pierced.

Thats how much u mean to me .. mi fong.=D

But sometimes , what ie rly want is ..
You to understand my feelings .

7:12 AM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

WTH ?
ie expected a , ie miss u .
fine , nvm . enjoy urself den -.-''

5:51 AM

er hem ! hmmm, da jia hao .
it's been quite some times since i post .
last night went out with my fren til morning . den come back home sleep for a long hours . shiok.
i ate chicken rice for my dinner . yumps !
and ya . jus finished using com , went to youtube and watch videos . funny . .
and nw ? goin out le lo . tml stil have to book in. sians , have to do packing for australia stuffs . loads of things to do tml . SIANS !
k ba . gtg nw , go my my frens le . see ya ! xD

5:41 AM