haiis , iim feeling farking dOwn now . hubby & me quarrelled ytd ( his fault ) today ( my fault ) what shuld ie do ?! iim really sOrriew darliin , ie nOe iim too close with tt guy .. ie shuldnt be tOkking to guys in class .. iim sOrriew , really am . just nOw uu msg me , "I'm very tired of everything .. It's enough.. I need u by my side now.. Can u ? " haiis , ie felt so farking sad reading this msg , once again , ie have to say .. I CANT BE THERE FOR UU & ITS KILLING ME !!!! hais . what shuld ie do , iim thinking of ALOT of negative things NOW !! ie wanna keep mye prOmises , but will brking my prOmises made lyfe happier for uu ? haiis .. RAAAAHHHH , iim gg crazy . darliin . ILOVEYOU , ie really do . iim really SORRIEW . haiis , forgive me please ? & haiis .. sOrriew ie cant be there for uu .. somehow , uu niid my appearance but iim nort there .. iim really very upset abt this . haiis. what shuld ie do ? haiis, D=
LAOPO END HERE O2O9O7 11:28pm
iim such a pathetic girlfriend ..
8:16 AM
hmm , very very long neber post le .. CASANDRA here . hahahas :D my com spoil so didnt get to post , nOw at my auntie's hus , so took the chance to use her com . shure uu guys saw my darliin laogong post riite ? SOOO SWEET <33 haiis , really wish the tyme can go bakk . seriously , do uu think ie shuld ever go hm ? cause ie really feel maybe nort gg hm den ie can be there for hubby le. ie really wanna be there for him , but ie simply have no freedom at all . haiis, everytyme he ask me out .. ie simply have to reject him . each mOment ie reject him , ie really feel very bad & sad . ie keep asking myself , do ie deserve him ? ie cant be there for him , ie simply cant . when he's lonely , ie cant be there . when he's sad , ie cant be there to cheer him up . when he's angry , ie cant be there to calm him down . when he's happy , ie cant be there to share his happiness . he have to COPE with everything BY HIMSELF . ie always ask myself , is this fair towards him .. haiis , at the last day of my run away , we sat at cine .. chatted , ie cried .. cause ie really dun wanna go hm , ie really dun wanna lose all this happiness ie have with him AT TT MOMENT . haiis , ie lent me his shoulder as ie cried & he wipe mye tears away . ie noe he is feeling very sad , he advise me to go hm , tho he noe , once ie step bakk hm . (yuwen told me she cOr him & ask for me & she heard him crying .) ie cant be there for him anymore . the moment when iim walking to the bus stop , ie really feel very very down . mye heart felt so sour . haiis , but ie ended up gg hm . ie really lOve him alot . ie seriously do .. ie sometymes wanna run away again , SO IE CANT BE WITH HIM . but he dun wan me to. haiis , how ie wish mye parents can just see the lOve we have for each other . & approve us . nOw , ie just wish to BE THERE FOR HIM . but can ie ? no ie cant .. haiis , ie nOe he understands my situation , but ie believe he will sometymes STILL feel very down . he keep saying he's willing to wait , iim really happy to hear him say tt . darliin , lets nort leave each other .. till our parents FINALLY approve us one day okk ? lying in ur arms , just make me feel soo comfortable . just 2 days ago, ie go meet uu at ur hus , the moment uu saw me , uu hugged me soo tightly . ie really felt soo happy & lucky at tt moment . ie really feel very satifised. darliin , OUR PROMISES lies in our hands . as long as uu dun let go , ie wunt let go . we will LAST till eternity , cause baby .. I LOVE UU , IE REALLY DO .. LOVING uu , SOOOOO much .. muuuuuuuuuuuacks , ie MISS uu till NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS IT . & wanna say , sOrriew ie cant be lyk nOrmals gfs , ie cant be there for uu .. haiis .. iim really sOrriew , thks for willing to suffer w me . ILOVEYOU . woaini <33
LAOPO ENDHERE O20907 08:23pm
ILOVEYOU FOREVER. dun ever leave me okk ?
4:57 AM
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