Sunday, March 30, 2008
hmm , bakk agains (:me & him have been gg thru up & down these days ,but now , we're on de up side .hahahas x)dun get me wrong , we're nort tgt yet .cos .... reason*cant say , blogger nort safe enuff .so , anws .. met up w him ytd .forced him to miit me >.<hahahas x)chatted .. dunnoe we will ever patch nort .well , let nature run its course .so , bOy .. u noe ie still LOVE u uh .missing YOU (:LOVES CAS ♥ labels : 我还是很爱你 , 绝不会放弃你 !
5:36 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
hmm , its almost 1 mOnth since we brk lers ?still , our love is strong .. but we din patch due to reasons* ..bOy , the family stuff is a big things uh .ib he din came to smash ur hus , things wuld have gone pretty smooth ..things might not be so bad ,but lyk ie said ,YES my family stuff is a big thing ..but we will nv noe abt de thing in future ..whu noes, it might nort be as bad as it seems .& ib things rly becomes more wOrst ,den we will work out a conclusion tgt rite?but we both noe , we truely LOVES each other ..u rly wans give up our relationship w/o giving it one more try meh ?ib rly cannurt work out at least we noe we TRIED but is tt fate is nort w us .we still mitt up & the love in us is still there , as strong as ever .but y cant we just be tgt ..haiis x(sometymes , ie rly wonder , ib HE have nort come to ur hus to do thoes stuff .things would nort have been so bad rite?cos of HIM , my FIRST impression towards ur parent is alr nort gd ..haiis x(still , ie believe we will be tgt once again soon .ILOVEYOU BOY .LOVES CAS ♥
6:57 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
I want to hold you close to me to kiss your face and share your dreams.I want to wrap you with my love and show you just what I'm made of. I'm holding out my hand to you.I LOVE YOU BABY ♥ hmmm , just a quote .anws , me & him airnt bakk tgt yet .well , we're just SPECIAL FRIENDS now.ie DO wish we will get bakk tgt uh , ie still prefer him as my bf.met him on sat , went to his hus to slack den waited for him to change & went to nOrthpoint to eat .den ltr met w his frwends & went to play pool .hahahas x)ie sucks in POOL .so , we went to play dota .im still learning , so his frwend ask me to farm as ie cant kill the other heros.lOlx ,so .. ie farmed .den we slacked at a coffee shop .& decided to catch a movie , watch spiderwick .NICE , rating : 8/10 .hahahhahas , can watch uh. ie wanna catch RULE #1 w boy soon .so anws , we're so cute .as we use to lyk dear here & there ,we called each other dear a few tyme & sometymes ie forgot & hOld his hand den immd let go .so weird laarhs , tt's y ie said .I PREFER HIM AS MY BF .just cant stOp loving & missing him cans ?!& im improving on my attitude kkays ?!din even show him attitude when he disiao me.c , IMPROVEMENTS .so , ie do hOpe we will patch thing up soon uh .BOY , ie noe u miss me =pLOVES CAS ♥ labels : our suppose to be 21th mOnth anniversary is tmr x(
7:35 AM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
kkays , we brk lers .actually quite lOng ago ?lyk 1 week+.errmm , maybe tis tyme we wunt even patch anymore .cause , tis brk is rly quite labels : EVERYTHING have become a memoriie ,
ure rly impt to me , somehow .. u noe ie wish u are bakk by mye side .
but , ie have to learn tt ure alr gone .
ie smoked & everything just to numb mye feelings ,
wells , it did help =x
ie rly love u & ie still do .
u said ' its over ' u oso said ' u cant take it anymore '
ie guess , ive to learn to let go & continue w my life .
cause altho our relationship ended but mye life haven .
LIFE GOES ON still , ie wanna keep contact w u , we can become gd friends uh ?!
7:23 AM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
went bf hus ytd , slacked til abt 5 & went off to golden village .
went to watch THE LEAPS YEAR , quite nice .
rating : 8/10 .
more to a romances show , suitable for COUPLES ♥
so anws , we lala-ed . FCUK QUARREL .
hOpe we will be better soon uh .
still , ILOVEYOU idoit !
den today he went to hospital cos he gt RED EYES .
& how ie found out ?
ie call him & he told me he was ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL !
fcuk , wad de hell m ie to him ?!
shags ~ he doesnt understand my feelings , he doesnt even give a fcuking damn abt my feelings .
he doesnt care.
is lyk im his gf & ie dun even noe .
der's still many other things but im nOrt blogging abt it .
shags ~
so anws , haiis .
he gg bakk to camp now .
waiting for his sms .
LOVES CAS ♥
labels : do ie still stand a place in ur heart ?
5:33 AM
