
Sunday, December 30, 2007
haiis. everythings r nOrt gg on rite anymores.
till de extend of he doesnt wans to c me no more .
he msg-ed me say ibb he c me , he might go mad .
i've lost faith in EVERYTHING .
wanted to spent de countdown new year to 2008 w him .
but, ie guess its impossible now .
since he have put his words till lyk tt , ie rly gOrt nutting to say anymores .
YES , i've done wrong . things ie rly regret saying .
ibb i've nort say all thoes thing , we would have been so happy .
but , ie said things tt ie shuld nort say .
ie deeply regret , but ie guess its alil too late .
he doesnt even wans to c me ,
ie tot maybe miitting each other , ie could cheer him up .
but , he have alr reject seeing me twice alr .
haiis ,
& ie believe he will mention tt word soon .
word tt ie rly dun wanna hear .
de word is ' brk '
ie guess its tyme for me to be mentally prepare .
school is re-opening soon , everything will be worst .
tt word WILL come out frm his mouth pretty soon .
wo wu hua ke shuo lers .
to DD :
im rly sorriew , rly am .
wad am ie suppose to do to make things rite agains ?
wad am ie suppose to do to cheer u up agains ?
cos everything ie tried seems to make it worst .
everything ie wanna do dun seems to work out .
wad am ie suppose to do .
im dying inside .
haiis .
he's suffering inside , shuld ie set him free ?
haiis D:
gtg , till next tyme den blog agains .
CAS END HERE
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labels : wad shuld ie do . ie just wans him to be happy :(
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
CASANDRA here . its been a long tyme since ie last post huh ?well , im still with RON CHEOK KA MING of course (:just to say , im doing fine w hubby (:we now gg on steadily & its alr our 18th month anniversary.just passed on 17 DEC (:LONG RITE ?we have our couple ring & yeaaahs , ie gt freedom now .cans always spent tyme w him lers.everything is gg perfectly fine.we had lotys of memoriies tgt (: LOTS LOTS LOTS.lOlx!now tokking to hubby , & he just said hehe.lOlx! hubby said hello.. LAME .HAHAHAHS (:miiting hubby tmr outside hubby camp .celebrating christmas w him tmr (:hubby's in NS now.. & he's becoming very UNREASONABLE nowadays .lOlx! budden still cans TAKE IT LAARHX .he just very bu fang xing ie outside .lOl , ie LOVE LOVE LOVE him so much .missing him all day long , waiting for him to book out everyday .he hOrh , keep accuse me , keep say ie let him down .IDOIT , ie wunt de lorhs.muuuuuuacks (:till next tyme den blog agains bahs.CAS end here2312O7O9:27pmlabels : im in Love with RON CHEOK KA MING SINCE 17O6O6 till now & always will <3
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