Sunday, February 24, 2008
ytd midnite was a horro .ie was slping soundly & ie din noe WHEN ie actually woke up as ie felt something missing .ie felt my ring missing * YES , mye ring is rly missing .ie immed wake up & search the whole hus upside down & cried .msg-ed bf tt im sorriew ie lost de ring .& continued to search ,ltr , ie told myself to calm down , ie recall everything ie did ytd & remember ie took off mye ring at yuwen hus , immed msg-ed yuwen at 3am+ & went bakk to slp .ie even dreamt abt my precious ring cans?so anw , woke up at 8am to c ib yuwen gt reply me , she didnt .so ie waited till 10am + & msged her .she replied tt my ring WAS at her hus .WHEEEWWW , relief ._.dearest , ie almost lOse this precious ring u bought for me .im sOrriew ie din takekarwiiies of it well ,ie will take gd care of it in future .im still waiting for ur return sia , u at der comfirm very xin ku de orh .must drink lots of water yeeeaaahs ?takekarwiies of urself pls ?ie cant stop worrying for u .ILOVEYOU , muuuuuacks x)LOVES CAS ♥
1:33 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
at geo hus now .
im fcuking boring w/o hubby .
ie noe is only a 2 weeks thing .
& ie cant hear his voice for 6 days ONLY , but this 6 days r killing me .
shags ~
dearest sweetie ,
cans u teleport to mye side now , give me a KISS & teleport bakk to u camp ?
lOlx .
rly siaa , ie damn miss u .
wahhh , first tyme nv hear ur voice or recieve ur msg .
shags ~
cant wait for u to be bakk >.<
when u bk out ?!
WHEN U CANS USE DE FONE AGAINS ?!
ie feel so lonely w/o u to accompany me .
IMISSYOU ♥
CAS ♥ RON CHEOK KAMING .
LOVES CAS ♥
2:51 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
shags ~ bf is on a field trip for 6 days & his fone is taken away by his officer .
cant hear his voice for 6 days & ie cant c him =(
sians , bobians ; nbms .
this is wad we have to go thru uh ?
hahahahas (:
anws , ie msg bf asnormal .
reach hm will msg him & sometymes ie even think im insane to go to de extend of calling him even tho ie knew his fone is OFF.
m ie crazy or m ie crazy ?!
lOlx.
yuwen scared me by saying ib posted to tawian , must stay der for 1 year.
im lyk , WTH?!
immed msg-ed bf .
he was lyk , no lar .. only 2 weeks .
& ie was lyk WHEEEWWW -.-
lOlx , imagine ? 1 year ?!
ie will try mye best to wait but ie will go insane.
lOl !
ie thought abt tv drama , when either de girl/boy go overseas for studies ?
& either de girl/boy have to wait for lyk 2 years ?!
how they do it ?
kkays , ie noooeeeee .. only a show ._.
lOlx ,
so anws .
im nort shure when bf will bk out , but ie think im gg to fetch him (:
gonna give him a big hug once ie saw him to show him how much ie misses him .
MISS HIM MISS HIM MISS HIM MISS HIM MISS HIM MISS HIM MISS HIM !
kkays , gonna end here now (:
ciaoo .. x)
dearest , ie miss u SO MUCH !
BETTER give me a big kiss when u bk out uh ?! =x
LOVES CAS ♥
5:12 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
hellos .
bf & ie r bakk tgt lers ,
broke lyk for 1 week ?!
den ytd we patched (:
lucky de girl number issint HERS .
lOlx , its a guy no.
lames .
tOld him to ask his frwend dun ever play tis kind of fcuking jOke.
1. im nOrt close w his frwends .
2. his frwends are NOT my frwends .
3. im nort a toy for them to take to play & joke abt .
so , y should ie allow THEM to jOke w me when they r nort my frwend , nort close to me & im nort their toys .
hahahas (: mean uh .
wadever .
ie believe ive made my points clear .
so anws , went to chamber to find him ytd lyk an idoit , waited for him to play dota finish
den ltr while walking to his hus , he holded my hand .
so yeaaahs , strted calling me nu peng you
lOl , cute bodoh , so patched (:
during our period when we broke ie rly tried letting him go .
but ie afraid , ie cant . _.
ie lOve him too much bahs.
still , ie wanna last w this boy of mine .
as im deeply inlOve w him .
ppl may say we're just PUPPYLOVE ,
but ie believe we're nort .
we've gone thru wad many didnt .
we've gone thru up & downs worst den others
slight quarrels , big quarrels .
brking up , patching bakk , just brought us closer .
ie believe this is true love .
ie cant say we will last forever , but ie will try (:
bOy , love me as much as ie love u .
put me 1st in ur heart , pamper me lyk im ur baby .
dote on me , treat me more impt den ur frwends .
ILOVEYOU ♥
HAPPY 2Oth MONTH ANNIVERSARY ,
today u bk in , ie cant send u .
sOrriew .
bf is gg on a field trip for 2 weeks = cant c him for 2 weeks .
shags ~ will miss him freaking much :(
LOVES CAS ♥
4:02 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
ie just noe im freaking hurt .ie dunnoe wad de hell ure doing .dunnoe is u ACCIDENTLY sms me wrongly / wad .all ie noe is , ie din give up on tis relationship.ie tried to trust wad u said .once agains , u say ur frwends used ur hp.kkays , ie believed .ie ask u ask ur frwend apologise to me ,u say its u .kkays , ie dunnoe wad to believe .ure simply playing w mye trust .ltr , u say u din let me down . OK , ie believe but im still angry & hurt .screamed at u in de fone , u couldnt take it & brk w me .fine , ie rly gt nutting to say .kkays , u push de blame to me say ie caused u to do until lyk tt .fine , my fault .asked u to come find me w my family .u dunwans , kept saying dunwans quarrel & all .kkays , fine .but did u ever think things would have been so much better ibb u would just COME & c me.u just give up on this 1 yr 7 months relationship + 7 more days to our 1yr 8 months .u just gave up lyk tt when im trying to hard to hold on to this relationship .u just let go.said brk w/o pausing 3 tymes. at tt moment , ie told myself .'since u say until so straight forward , ie gave up .'ie could have hold u bakk , asking u NOT to let go , asking u to take bakk ur words .but , ie din .ie gave up too .its de first tyme u mention de word 'BRK' 3 tymes .now , ie just give up .will we patch agains ? ie rly dunnoe .no matter wad , lyfes goes on .when u gt new stead lers , remember tell me so ie would del tis blog .ie dunwans ur 'gf' to come find me uh .haiis ,CAS END HERE .
3:22 AM
Saturday, February 9, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone (:
met up w bf ytd , went to his hus bai nian .
lOLx , had fun .
watched him & his frwends gamble .
BUT Ltr , we lala-ed .
lyk , ie wanted to watch movie , kung fu dung .
& bf agreed first .
ltr cos his frwends wanted to go chambers to play dOta , HE ABIT HALF HEARTED liaoo.
sucks sia , ie c his face alr sian diao ,
so nbm . ie told him its kkays , ie go hm & he cans go chambers .( of cos im not happy )
BUT , he keep insisting he dun mind & ended up ie decided to watch de 10.10pm show & he was lyk , wahlaos , force me .
nabeis . ie gt mahs?
so im lyk fcuking dulan .
end up , still ie decided to watch .
so de show is NICE .
10/10 , ie give 9/10 .
de 1 mark is cos jay chou abit act cute inside .
hahahahhas (:
kkays , so anws . after de show , ie cabbed hm .
half way hm , ie found out bf left his cigg in mye bag .
cor him & he asked me to throw , SO WASTING cans ?
so i decided tO U TURN bakk ,
de uncle stopped at de wrong place & he fcuking hell gt mad at me.
took de cigg , gave me cab fare & just turn n walk away.
im lyk , wth!
OVERALL , ytd SUCK SUCK SUCKS !
kkays & bf went ot my ahma hus bai nian .
lOlx, ie enjoy tt day .
ate steamboat tgt (:
he's suppose to come my hus bai nian but he DID NOT in de end , forget it .
shags ~
wadever laarhx , DOTA DOTA DOTA .
fcuk DOTA .
LOVES CAS ♥
2:55 AM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
whispering into ur ear , ILOVEYOU .hahahahas (:ie rly do alriites?
bOy , wo men shi tian shen yi dui rite?our love bond is SO STRONG ,ure missed by me everyday .
we stands out against de darkness coming towards us (:the bright us , the ONLY US ♥
u pick me up frm wrk everyday .even how tired or sick ure , still u rush down to farest to pick me up .even after ie scream at u for being late ,still u continue to pick me up de next day (:thks dear ♥hahahas , just some pic for all to c .anws , bOy . y r u always so cute & nice .lOl .make me until im so madly IN LOVE w u .went ps w bf ytd , bf bought couple tee (:lOlx , damn nice & cute cans?wearing it on cny.hahahas , & we bugis street after tt , shopped cny cloths for bf .he bought 2 tops & 1 bottom .BUT , he was sick ytd >.<hartpains , dear . dun always control .ibb rly too sick go c doctor .dun cos dunwans rt den control , ltr u faint or whats hows?must think abt me neiix,for my sake , go c doctor whenever ure nOrt feeling well yeaahs ?so anws , bf went my hus as ie have plenty of medi at hm .so , mum find de rite medi for bf ,fever & pain & bf used de toliet .after tt bf cabbed bakk to yishun .dearest , hope u get well soon alriites?DRINK MORE WATER .ILOVEYOU & MISS U FREAKING LOTS ALR .cant wait to c u on cny (:muuuuuuacks ♥CAS ♥ RON
3:13 AM
