Wednesday, March 12, 2008
kkays , we brk lers .actually quite lOng ago ?lyk 1 week+.errmm , maybe tis tyme we wunt even patch anymore .cause , tis brk is rly quite huge .well , he said it all strted w my ATTITUDE ..ie admit my attitude is rly bad >.<ie noe & he complained abt my ill-manner towards his parents .well , ie dunnoe . ie did tried to smile , ie did tried to call ' AUNTIE ' ' UNCLE 'maybe im just too anti-social .its lyk to me , smiling at ppl is a very difficult task .ie dunnoe y , but yeaaahs .& worst , ie cant communicate well w ppl im nOrt close w .sometymes ppl says ie love giving attitudes .seriously , its nort ie gives attitude ,is ie just dunnoe how to get along w ppl well .so anws , we broke up .& ie din give up on this relationship , ie went to his hus downstairs secretly as he din wansto miit , but ie truely wans to c him .BUT , ie took less 30 mins to reach his hus & he was alr on his way to amk .( cabbed down )im lyk freaking piS off & upset ,ie told him ie will wait below his hus till he comes bakk ,expecting him to come bakk .its lyk raining cats & dogs + im rly cold .3 hr pass & he din even came bakk ,ie told myself to give up ..BUT ie couldnt , ie went down to amk .he told me he niided to eat w his parents .ie decided to wait for him to eat finish den ask him to pei me eat ,so agains , ie wait for him BUT he called & told me his parent wans to send him hm.therefore , he cant pei me eat .ie was very sad , ie knew ie waited for nutiing .ie went to amk enterance to c him & ie saw his parent .agains , ie SMILED & GREETED them .they confronted me while he walked away as he was smoking .his parent tOld me to remain frwends & say we dun match ..blahblahblahs , ie felt rly damn freaking sad .seriously , yes ie NOE my attitude sux .but mus everyone judge me on my bad side instead of my gd ?ie cant be perfect INFACT no one cans .ppl do have their weak points .so yupps , he wans me to change mye attitude , im willing to .rly ..BUT ib we rly nv patch anymOres , life goes on .ie guess ie have to accept things ..kamiing ; altho we're no longer tgt , still friends uh ?LOVES CAS ♥ labels : EVERYTHING have become a memoriie ,
ure rly impt to me , somehow .. u noe ie wish u are bakk by mye side .
but , ie have to learn tt ure alr gone .
ie smoked & everything just to numb mye feelings ,
wells , it did help =x
ie rly love u & ie still do .
u said ' its over ' u oso said ' u cant take it anymore '
ie guess , ive to learn to let go & continue w my life .
cause altho our relationship ended but mye life haven .
LIFE GOES ON still , ie wanna keep contact w u , we can become gd friends uh ?!
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